My Spouse

If I had to imagine what my future wife looked like in the future I say they would not only be good on the outside but on the inside. I always thought about what my wife would look like and how she would act. And today I still wonder. I always wondered if I even wanted a spouse. I seen many relationships end bad and sometimes I tell myself what’s the point, what’s the point of even going through that and
End up ending bad. You might as well not even try to go through that. So I sometimes wonder if I even want a spouse. Sometimes I feel like I want one and if I did want one I would want her to look beautiful.
Not only beautiful but really intelligent, Funny, and outgoing. And I really hope that nothing ends up being bad for example a divorce. I want someone who not only likes me for what I have but for who I am. I hope my future spouse does not like me and has someone else on the side. I hope they only want me and someone else to. Another thing I would like to have in my future spouse is a person who does not get into trouble. And by trouble I mean robbing stores or killing people. I hope she is the nicest person in the world. Because I’d hate to be married to a mean person who hates our kids and treats them bad, and my parents and family. I also think that she needs to really be caring. Because being a caring person is really important to me because I like people who do not only care about them self’s, but also care and love to help out other people. Another thing I would like in my spouse is nice parents. I hope she does not have parents who hate me and always say bad things about me. And this reason is because I can’t stand it when parents hate me. It gives me a bad feeling in my body because someone older than me does not respect me and I always respect my elders so I can’t disrespect them because it would not be right. So is I did have a spouse I would want them to have exactly all of these things. And if not I guess no spouse for me.